Thursday, December 28, 2006
The tiltle is to the tune of "Santa Claus is coming to Town"....lol
Saturday
Went Xmas shopping....bought books and comics and a wallet for myself....then bought a wallet for di...and some presents for kor...but cannot reveal coz i havent met up w kor yet to give him....hmmm
Monday
Evening went to aunt's place for Xmas dinner. Then went to meet up di, pass him his prezzie, he past me mine and we went for supper at AMK's S11...shagged...lol
Tuesday
Meet up TT ppl to have dinner at Fisherman's Wharf and to go Settlers....can u believe it?!?! i actually payed to go Settlers to play Jenga?!?!?! OMG!!! lol...but we played a few interesting, mindless and absolutely painful games....lol
Wednesday
Totally peeved with Singnet's impromptu internet connection and customer service. sent in a complaint. and this time if they do not reply like the previous few times, they will get it big from me......i have had enough nonsense from this "Singapore-Product-which-Singaporeans-are-supposed-to-be-proud-of-but-they-aint-doing-nothing-to-show-us-we-should-be-proud-of-them" company /pffft
Went to Russ place to have fun, chill and then have dinner at Fish & Co Glasshouse for Ian's bdae...then had dessert at Billy Bombers...Ian flying off on Tues and Nic flying off on Wed...haiz
sorry its a short and str8 to the point post....very busy lar and tired.....
and need my focus and momentum back for studying....../sigh
the facts of life....
- 12/28/2006 12:58:00 AM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
man, am i shagged...haha...totally man...but it was a fun and memorable trip for me, and after 3 long years i finally got to see my Great Grandmas again (2...hee...aint i lucky)
the reason for the trip is to attend the wedding of my mum's cousin...as he is distantly related, i wont say he is my uncle...haha
we stayed at my grand uncle's place, damn huge, 3 stories high sia...and guess wat? we left on saturday morning at about 3.30am!!! blardy early lar....yawns ><
lost our way in msia...and it was always hilarious...haha...shant mention much lar...just reach home nia...
had Bak Kuk Teh for saturday's lunch and it was explicitly delicious...yum yum...but the soup makes one thirsty...lots of msg i suppose...

My Grand uncle and his family
then went back to their place, had a short rest, then got ready for the wedding...and it was my first time eating a all vegetarian 9 course meal!!! i will never have that again....all the Tow Kee....its repungant to me at the moment...haha

The wedding! :)
after wedding, went back to where we will spend our night, my grand uncle's place, wash up, then headed down for some prata! ooh...their prata is so so SO much bigger than Singapore's one!
then next morning, woke up and headed to another Grand uncle's place for breakfast! home made bak kuk teh! damn delicious! kelvin must be so jealous of me now...wahaha
and here, i see my Great Grandma for the 2nd time (she was at the wedding) and took pics with her! she is my maternal great grannie. my maternal grannie's mum....understand? lol...she will be 100 years old next year and we all are celebrating her bdae during the Chinese New Year festive!!! she is so old, but still look in her pink and strong! but she forgot who i am and even my parents! everyone kept laughing when she asked us over and over again who we are and then saying, she cant remember...lol

Me and my Great Grannie in Pink Health :)

Some of my super huge extended family....all on the maternal side
after breakfast, headed from this place, Klang, to Ipoh bidor, to visit another Great Grandma of mine...this one is the paternal side....my paternal grannie's mum...apparently, seems like the ladies side gets longevity...haha. She is 97, very old too, and also cant remember us. but when she heard who were are, she will go "WAH! so big boy ler!!! En boy so handsome now!"...this was what she said when my mum "intro" me...haha...and 3mins later, she will ask again...hehe

My paternal Great grannie...aint I fortunate to still have 2 of them?
I feel so much better than a week ago....seeing my 2 great grannies, I really feel im super fortunate...and thx to bunch of frens who console me, and gave me nice encouragements even though u all didnt know wat happened....i really think im not alone...so...i shouldnt be wallowing in despair atm! I LOVE MY GREAT GRANNIES!!!! hehe
anyway, just reach home...wanna go bathe ler....so thats all for now... :)
the facts of life....
- 12/17/2006 10:58:00 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
choices.....people say choices are what u dictate, what u have (options) to make a better life...me? i think someone has dictated your life, just having several openings along the way that leads to the final destination. You may take a longer or shorter route, depending on wat u choose...still ur own dictation? i doubt so...anyway, thats for later...
What will u all remember me by when im gone? Choose one of the following and you MUST answer by posting on my Tagboard.
a.) his love for music
b.) his absolute wacky and cranky behaviour
c.) ability/inability to make cold jokes
d.) a fren who is always there
e.) total idiot
Ubin was fun, tiring but fun. as usual i was bitching badly....i wanted to pang se the guys, but decided not to, though i was experience a hacking cough and slept for only like a few hours...the sun was good and Jo needs some tan, so what the heck.
every moment spent with u guys, genuine frens, are times well spent. emotions just flow freely, vehemently, there is no exhaust point...im real happy for frens like u guys...and lets do some tanning soon....but can we not cycle so much and not have Kel lead the way? LOL
im really happy, to live 21 years, and have frens that genuinely care for me....they care so much that they are constant worry warts...i dont want u peeps to always be on the lookout for me...im not worth it...and secondly,it guilts me...why? coz im the one that told u all about my situation. so if u all worry about it, im guilty coz its one more stress to u all....
but its me. whatever good or bad, i need someone to share, i gotta tell...i cant hide it!!!
but this time, i gotta hide it....dont wanna worry u peeps anymore...seeing the worry on the faces, made me feel bad. but it was also the worry on their faces, that gave me the energy to keep going.
but this time, i cant make them worry anymore....its not right for me to do that, they got other stuff to focus on....
ppl always say i care more about others than i take care of myself. true, i indulge in things for myself and other ppl. i love to give them treats and shower them with gifts...sometimes with no returns...but i guess thats me u know? lol...omg, self praise is no praise
Choices. If you have just 2 choices which will u choose?
1. Keep doing the thing you love most and risk losing an ability.
2. Stop doing the thing you love most to retain that ability.
For example, you love playing the piano. But something's wrong with your right hand. Risk losing your right hand and play your instrument? or stop playing to keep your right hand, which cannot be stressed on too much?
2 thoughts came to me recently. one is a mother's love. we always see this on the show. a mother is giving birth, but having difficulties. doctor says if she insists on having the baby, she loses her life. if she aborts it, she will no longer be able to give birth but retains her life. the mother will choose her love (the baby) over life while father will choose his wife (her love)...neither of them is wrong...but look, are these choices yours to make in the first place? its blardy planned!
another thought was of death. people come and go. they say that ppl always do the things they love most beofre they die....but i really wonder what goes on in their minds? are they sad? peaceful? worried? happy? and when they die, most wakes will have ppl saying of the good they have done and their life...i wonder wat they will put for mine....will it be mostly good? show my fav stuff? music, frenship? or will they say, "He was an idiot..."
i really dunno what choice to make...either way, its a lose-lose situation....im really devastated....
i really shouldnt make anyone worried....
time to be left in isolation & seclusion...need time to decide
the facts of life....
- 12/12/2006 09:34:00 PM
Monday, December 11, 2006
Your Five Variable Love Profile
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Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.
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You Are a Chimera
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You are very outgoing and well connected to many people.
Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others.
You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others.
You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions.
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You May Be a Bit Borderline...
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Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame!
When you're up, you're a little bit crazy...
And when you're down, your whole world is crashing
Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!
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the facts of life....
- 12/11/2006 09:33:00 PM
Saturday, December 09, 2006
You Are A Loyal Sidekick
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While you aren't the most visable one in your group...
You're always up for a good time or conversation
And you stick with your friends no matter what
You may feel underappreciated - but it only seems that way!
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You are 40% Leo
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You Are Sunrise
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You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.
You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward.
Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.
All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.
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the facts of life....
- 12/09/2006 12:26:00 PM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
i really think that, at the age of 21, wat i wanted to do end of last year has been a total gone case of higglypiggledy mops ><
im still going around in circles.....not sure wat i want....
when someone doesnt reciprocrate...im fast to back down....but many ppl tell me to be fast and furious...which isnt me.....
is there no more romance in this world? if there is....when will mine arrive?
am i not "prince on white horse"ly enough for ppl's standards nowadays? /sigh
the facts of life....
- 12/07/2006 08:23:00 PM
Friday, December 01, 2006
yesterday was a totally hectic day...and am i glad its over!!! but i feel sadness too... :(
yesterday went to school at around 10+...skipped IBM and skipped soci yesterday....HA! reached school and started on deco and voting boxes...
oh yar...wat is it yesterday u say....i havent explained!!! haha....yesterday was SRC Projects Dept first baby! Talenttime, Vivace : Vitesse de Bruit 2006!!!
i was so worried that we cannot get things done in time...but we did...
im really so happy that i found frens in this group of committee members...despite all odds, WE braved them all...and they were all concerned for me too...coz sth happened...
anyway, event started and it ran smoothly! im so glad!!
when event ended, the happy faces on everyone's face! it was worth it!!!!
but im still super shagged now so i shall blog no more...
anyway, thx to all the peeps who made it possible....BUT, to my comm, u all know there are a certain number of items or property belonging to Mr Joseph Saw that was destroyed, so do pls get him new ones....such as his WALLET....lOl....just kidding :)
happy weekends dearies
the facts of life....
- 12/01/2006 11:16:00 AM